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When we meditate, we're
training the mind, for we hold the mind to be very
important. But training the mind is really difficult if
we don't develop the right character habits. We have to
depend on refined inner qualities for the training
really to go straight to the heart, because the heart
itself is subtle and sensitive. We have to make our
character meticulous, pliant, tractable, respectful,
inoffensive. We have to be willing to follow the example
already set by someone who knows, who's already taken
the path, who -- on examination -- we've found to be
above us in terms of his training in mindfulness and
discernment, above us in terms of the purity of his
actions. Who is this person? The Buddha -- someone to
whom no one else can legitimately be compared. We can't
legitimately compare our views and opinions with him,
for he is someone who truly trained himself, who
sacrificed everything, with no thought for his survival.
The fact that we're
still left hanging on in samsara after this long, long
time is all because of our character habits. It's
because of our character habits that we keep missing the
path, falling off the path, straying away from the path
all the time. It's because of our habit of finding
excuses for ourselves that we aren't willing to follow
the path set out by the Buddha. What sort of path has he
set out for our actions? What sort has he set out for
our words? For our mind? He set out standards for us to
respect, to obey, to put into practice. Sages have said
that the Buddha's path is an easy one to follow
correctly, for it creates no dangers. It doesn't require
that we do anything hurtful or hard.
We have to examine the
Buddha's teachings to see if they're worthy of obedience
or not, to see if they're worthy to be followed or not.
Do they have any defects that we should try to avoid,
that we shouldn't accept? Can we find any
inconsistencies in the Buddha that would justify our
giving more credence to our own opinions, that would
justify our disobeying his teachings? And what do we
have that's so special? When you look carefully, you
can't find anything to fault him with. So what harm
would it do to listen to him and to obey his teachings?
We have to study to see
where our own defects lie. It's as if we're going on a
journey. Our body may be in good shape, but if the
workings of our car are defective they can take us right
off the road. So we have to meditate to examine the
workings of our car, in other words, the preoccupations
that we create in the mind and that act as views. The
Buddha gave a great deal of importance to the issue of
views, for our views can make us defective. When our
views are defective, they can make our virtues
defective. They can make our practice defective, taking
us off the path. Our views get defective when the mind
is infected with delusion. There's very little
alertness. There may be a lot of knowledge, a lot of
information, but very little alertness. We may think
that we're knowledgeable, that we're intelligent, but we
don't know that our views are defective. Only those who
know, who've gotten past this stage, can recognize
what's defective in our views.
So we have to make a
point of training the aspect of our character related to
our views, to practice making our views straight (ditth'uju-kamma).
Only then will we free ourselves from defective views
and replace them with impeccable ones. In order to do
this, we have to be scrupulous in being observant.
And we have to be scrupulous in reflecting on our past
actions, both the things we've done right and the things
we've done wrong. For the most part, we don't observe
our actions carefully. We make the same mistakes over
and over again. We cause ourselves suffering but don't
take it to heart to prevent it from happening again.
This is why we keep spinning around endlessly in the
cycles of samsara. We keep making mistakes but we don't
recognize them as mistakes. We do things right from time
to time but don't recognize why they're right. So
everything gets all confused.
But if we train
ourselves to be observant, to keep cleansing the heart
so that we won't repeat our mistakes a second time,
won't cause ourselves to suffer in that way a second
time, we'll be able to make choices that really benefit
us. When we look at our past beliefs and actions, and
then compare them with the actions of those who are
wise, we'll see which things are useless and we'll stop
doing them. But if we don't let go of our old views, we
won't be able to stop doing the things we should stop.
We won't be able to give up the things we should give
up. As long as we hold onto our old views, the same old
sufferings will keep shadowing us. We'll never be able
to find the path leading to the end of suffering.
This is why the noble
eightfold path begins with samma-ditthi, or right
view. Right view correctly describes things right around
us -- within and without us -- that have always been
that way from time immemorial. So when you see the
Dhamma -- the truth of things as they already are --
you'll be willing to let go of your old opinions and
follow the path taught by the Buddha. For the Buddha
taught these truths so that we could study and know the
genuine truth. It doesn't hurt to believe the Buddha.
It can only help us. His Awakening was for the benefit
and happiness of the beings of the world, for the
purification of the beings of the world who have the
wisdom and discernment to follow the path that he
followed. The arising of a Buddha leads to suffering
only for those whose pride prevents them from following
his path. They're the only ones who don't benefit from
his Awakening.
We should be open and
honest with ourselves about our pride, our views. We
shouldn't hide them from ourselves. We should bring them
out and flush them out. Don't keep feeding them. For the
most part, they're not the sort of friends who will help
make us bright, clean, and pure. Don't go thinking that
the ideas we like will necessarily help make us bright,
clean, and pure. We should pry them out, unfurl them,
clean them out so that all our defective views can be
cut away. When we're free of defective views, we'll be
left with impeccable views, views that are a treasure in
terms of our thinking. When our views are impeccable,
our virtues will be impeccable. And when our virtues
form a good, solid foundation, training the mind becomes
easy and free from difficulties.
The problem right now is
that our views run contrary to the truth and are always
ready to make false assumptions. We see stressful things
as pleasurable, short things as long, things that should
be done as things not to be done. We see things that are
filthy, that should be straightened out to put them in
line with the truth, and we simply leave them as they
are, at odds with the truth. So how can we hope to gain
release from suffering? How can we hope to reach purity?
The mind is something
subtle and sensitive, easily misled by subtle
misunderstandings, to say nothing of blatant ones. This
is why the Buddha set out a training regime for our
character habits, to make us compliant and respectful
toward the truth, even in the smallest matters, seeing
danger in even the slightest faults. In other words, he
pointed out even the slightest faults that we should
avoid, should abandon, but we feel that we can't do
without them. We don't see them as faults. This means we
don't see the frightening dangers that will arise from
our own wrong actions. So we're audacious in doing
what's wrong. As for the things the Buddha told us to
do, we're not willing to do them, not willing to follow
him, all because of our views and our pride. This is why
we can't reach the stream to nibbana.
If we want to practice
so as to abandon our pride, so as to enter the stream to
the transcendent, we have to straighten out our views --
in particular, self-identity views (sakkaya-ditthi).
These are the very first door. If we can't straighten
out these sorts of wrong views, we won't be able to find
the door through the wall that separates us from the
Deathless. We'll simply circle around the outside
perimeter. No matter how many lifetimes we practice,
we'll just keep walking around the perimeter of the wall
if we can't straighten out these views. So we should
train ourselves to examine our many subtle views in all
their elaborations. We should give rise to conviction
that's stronger than what we already have. We should
make our respect stronger than what it already is, and
be willing to follow the Buddha's instructions. When he
says to renounce something, we should renounce it, even
if it means putting our life on the line, even if it
means dying. Only then will we come out victorious,
making an opening in the wall of our views. If we're not
willing to make that level of sacrifice, there's no way
we'll succeed.
So remember this: If
we're not willing to make that level of sacrifice,
there's no way we'll succeed. If you want to get
through the final wall so as to gain total release from
dying and birth, you have to stop circling around the
outside perimeter like this. If you keep acting the way
you are, you'll never gain release from suffering and
stress. So try to be observant, try to evaluate the
preoccupations that lie buried in your heart. What are
the obstacles, the defilements, you have to undo so that
you can come out victorious? If you can't overcome them
using one method, try other methods until you can. Don't
let them become "you." Don't let them become your self,
making you engage in I-making and my-making and
self-identity views. Once there are self-identity views,
the stupidity of the mind will lead to uncertainty (vicikiccha),
so that you can't come to any clear and genuine
conclusions. You'll grasp at external things -- this is
what's called "grasping at precepts and practices" (silabbata-paramasa)
-- like the Jains in the time of the Buddha, who thought
they would succeed in gaining release through external
practices, without training the mind to give rise to
discernment. They felt that if they followed their
practices, external forces would come and save them,
some god would come and save them. But the purity of our
external actions is something only we can know. As the
Buddha taught, there's no one else who can come and save
us. Only we can save ourselves. There's no god greater
than the help we give ourselves.
So don't let yourself be
misled. Vanquish your wrong views so that you can be
genuinely compliant toward the Buddha, genuinely
believing in his teachings with genuine respect.
Keep on
meditating.
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Thanissaro Bhikkhu
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