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This talk was given
at the Manjushri Institute at Cumbria, U.K., in
1977.
Today I have been
invited by the abbot to give you a teaching, so I ask
you all to sit quietly and compose your minds. Due to
the language barrier we must make use of a translator,
so if you do not pay proper attention you may not
understand.
My stay here has been
very pleasant. Both the Master and you, his followers,
have been very kind, all friendly and smiling, as befits
those who are practicing the true Dhamma. Your property,
too, is very inspiring, but so big! I admire your
dedication in renovating it to establish a place for
practicing the Dhamma.
Having been a teacher
for many years now, I've been through my share of
difficulties. At present there are altogether about
forty branch monasteries1
of my monastery, Wat Nong Ba Pong, but even these days I
have followers who are hard to teach. Some know but
don't bother to practice, some don't know and don't try
to find out. I don't know what to do with them. Why do
human beings have minds like this? Being ignorant is not
so good, but even when I tell them, they still don't
listen. I don't know what more I can do. People are so
full of doubts in their practice, they're always
doubting. They all want to go to nibbana, but
they don't want to walk the path. It's baffling. When I
tell them to meditate they're afraid, or if not afraid
then just plain sleepy. Mostly they like to do the
things I don't teach. When I met the Venerable Abbot
here I asked him what his followers were like. He said
they're the same. This is the pain of being a teacher.
The teaching I will
present to you today is a way to solve problems in the
present moment, in this present life. Some people say
that they have so much work to do they have no time to
practice the Dhamma. "What can we do?" they ask. I ask
them, "Don't you breathe while you're working?" "Yes, of
course we breathe!" "So how come you have time to
breathe when you're so busy?" They don't know what to
answer. "If you simply have sati while working
you will have plenty of time to practice."
Practicing meditation is
just like breathing. While working we breathe, while
sleeping we breathe, while sitting down we breathe...
Why do we have time to breathe? Because we see the
importance of the breath, we can always find time to
breathe. In the same way, if we see the importance of
meditation practice we will find the time to practice.
Have any of you ever
suffered? ... have you ever been happy?... Right here is
the truth, this is where you must practice the Dhamma.
Who is it who is happy? The mind is happy. who suffers?
The mind suffers. Wherever these things arise, that's
where they cease. Have you experienced happiness? ...
Have you experienced suffering? ... this is our problem.
If we know suffering,2
the cause of suffering, the end of suffering and the way
leading to the end of suffering we can solve the
problem.
There are two kinds of
suffering: ordinary suffering and the extraordinary
kind. Ordinary suffering is the suffering which is the
inherent nature of conditions: standing is suffering,
sitting is suffering, lying down is suffering. This is
the suffering that is inherent in all conditioned
phenomena. Even the Buddha experienced these things, he
experienced comfort and pain, but he recognized them as
conditions in nature. He knew how to overcome these
ordinary, natural feelings of comfort and pain through
understanding their true nature. Because he understood
this "natural suffering" those feelings didn't upset
him.
The important kind of
suffering is the second kind, the suffering that creeps
in from the outside, the "extraordinary suffering." If
we are sick we may have to get an injection from the
doctor. When the needle pierces the skin there is some
pain which is only natural. When the needle is withdrawn
that pain disappears. This is like the ordinary kind of
suffering, it's no problem, everybody experiences it.
The extraordinary suffering is the suffering that arises
from what we call upadana, grasping onto things.
This is like having an injection with a syringe filled
with poison. This is no longer an ordinary kind of pain,
it is the pain which ends in death. This is similar to
the suffering which arises from grasping.
Wrong view, not knowing
the impermanent nature of all conditioned things, is
another kind of problem. Conditioned things are the
realm of samsara.3
Not wanting things to change -- if we think like this we
must suffer. When we think that the body is ourselves or
belonging to us, we are afraid when we see it change.
Consider the breath: once it comes in it must go out,
having gone out it must come in again. This is its
nature, this is how we manage to live. Things don't
function in that way. This is how conditions are but we
don't realize it.
Suppose we lost
something. if we thought that object was really ours, we
would brood over it. If we couldn't see it as a
conditioned thing faring according to the laws of nature
we would experience suffering. But if you breathe in,
can you live? Conditioned things must naturally change
in this way. To see this is to see the Dhamma, to see
aniccam, change. We live dependent on this change.
When we know how things are then we can let go of them.
The practice of Dhamma
is to develop an understanding of the way of things so
that suffering doesn't arise. If we think wrongly we are
at odds with the world, at odds with the Dhamma and with
the truth. Suppose you were sick and had to go into
hospital. Most people think, "Please don't let me die, I
want to get better." This is wrong thinking, it will
lead to suffering. You have to think to yourself, "If I
recover I recover, if I die I die." this is right
thinking, because you can't ultimately control
conditions. If you think like this, whether you die or
recover, you can't go wrong, you don't have to worry.
Wanting to get better at all costs and afraid of the
thought of dying...this is the mind which doesn't
understand conditions. You should think, "If I get
better that's fine, if I don't get better that's fine."
This way we can't go wrong, we don't have to be afraid
or cry, because we have tuned ourselves in to the way
things are.
The Buddha saw clearly.
His teaching is always relevant, never out-dated. It
never changes. In the present day it's still the way
they are, they haven't changed. By taking this teaching
to heart we can gain the reward of peace and well-being.
In the teachings there
is the reflection of "not-self": "this is to listen to
this kind of teaching because they are attached to the
idea of self. This is the cause of suffering. You should
take note of this.
Today a woman asked
about how to deal with anger. I told her that the next
time she gets angry, to wind up her alarm clock and put
it in front of her. Then to give herself two hours for
the anger to go away. If it was really her anger she
could probably tell it to go away like this: "In two
hours be gone!" But it isn't really ours to command.
Sometimes in two hours it's still not gone, at other
times in one hour it's gone already. Holding onto anger
as a personal possession will cause suffering. If it
really belonged to us it would have to obey us. If it
doesn't obey us that means it's only a deception. Don't
fall for it. Whether the mind is happy or sad, don't
fall for it. Whether the mind loves or hates, don't fall
for it, it's all a deception.
Have any of you ever
been angry? When you are angry does it feel good or bad?
If it feels bad then why don't you throw that feeling
away, why bother to keep it? How can you say that you
are wise and intelligent when you hold on to such
things? Since the day you were born, how many times has
the mind tricked you into anger? Some days the mind can
even cause a whole family to quarrel, or cause you to
cry all night. And yet we still continue to get angry,
we still hold onto things and suffer. If you don't see
suffering you will have to keep suffering indefinitely,
with no chance for respite. The world of samsara
is like this. If we know the way it is we can solve the
problem.
The Buddha's teaching
states that there is no better means to overcome
suffering than to see that "this is not my self," "this
is not mine." This is the greatest method. But we don't
usually pay attention to this. When suffering arises we
simply cry over it without learning from it. Why is that
so? We must take a good hard look at these things, to
develop the Buddho, the one who knows.
Take note, some of you
may not be aware that this is Dhamma teaching. I'm going
to give you some Dhamma that's outside the scriptures.
Most people read the scriptures but don't see the
Dhamma. Today I am going to give you a teaching that's
outside the scriptures. Some people may miss the point
or not understand it.
Suppose two people are
walking together and see a duck and a chicken. One of
them says, "Why isn't that chicken like the duck, why
isn't the duck like the chicken?" He wants the chicken
to be a duck and the duck to be a chicken. It's
impossible. If it's impossible, then even if that person
were to wish for the duck to be a chicken and the
chicken to be a duck for the rest of his life it would
not come to pass, because the chicken is a chicken and
the duck is a duck. As long as that person thought like
that he would suffer. The other person might see that
the chicken is a chicken and the duck is a duck, and
that's all there is to it. There is no problem. He sees
rightly. If you want the duck to be a chicken and the
chicken to be a duck you are really going to suffer.
In the same way, the law
of aniccam states that all things are
impermanent. If you want things to be permanent you're
going to suffer. Whenever impermanence shows itself
you're going to be disappointed. One who sees that
things are naturally impermanent will be at ease, there
will be no conflict. The one who wants things to be
permanent is going to have conflict, maybe even losing
sleep over it. This is to be ignorant of aniccam,
impermanence, the teaching if the Buddha.
If you want to know the
Dhamma where should you look? You must look within the
body and the mind. You won't find it in the shelves of a
bookcase. To really see the Dhamma you have to look
within your own body and mind. There are only these two
things. The mind is not visible to the physical eye, it
must be seen with the "mind's eye." Before the Dhamma
can be realized you must know where to look. The Dhamma
that is in the body must be seen in the body. And with
what do we look at the body? We look at the body with
the mind. You won't find the Dhamma looking anywhere
else, because both happiness and suffering arise right
here. Or have you seen happiness arising in the trees?
Or from the rivers, or the weather? Happiness and
suffering are feelings which arise in our own bodies and
minds.
Therefore the Buddha
tells us to know the Dhamma right here. The Dhamma is
right here, we must look right here. The Master may tell
you to look at the Dhamma in the books, but if you think
that this is where the Dhamma really is, you'll never
see it. Having looked at the books you must reflect on
those teachings inwardly. Then you can understand the
Dhamma. Where does the real Dhamma exist? It exists
right here in this body and mind of ours. This is the
essence of contemplation practice.
When we do this, wisdom
will arise in our minds. When there is wisdom in our
minds, then no matter where we look there is Dhamma, we
will see aniccam,dukkham, and anatta at
all times. Aniccam means transient. Dukkham
-- if we cling to the things that are transient we must
suffer, because they are not us or ours (anatta).
But we don't see this, we always see them as being our
self and belonging to us.
This means that you
don't see the truth of convention. You should understand
conventions. For example, all of us sitting here have
names. Are our names born with us or are they assigned
to us afterwards? Do you understand? This is convention.
Is convention useful? Of course it's useful. For
example, suppose there are four men, A, B, C, and D.
They all must have their individual names for
convenience in communicating and working together. If we
wanted to speak to Mr. A we could call Mr. A and he
would come, not the others. This is the convenience of
convention. But when we look deeply into the matter we
will see that really there isn't anybody there. We will
see transcendence. There is only earth, water, wind and
fire, the four elements. This is all there is to this
body of ours.
But we don't see it in
this way because of the clinging power of
Attavadupadana.4
If we were to look clearly we would see that there isn't
really much to what we call a person. The solid part is
the earth element, the fluid part is the water element,
the part which provides heat is called the fire element.
When we break things down we see that there is only
earth, water, wind and fire. Where is the person to be
found? There isn't one.
That's why the Buddha
taught that there is no higher practice than to see that
"this is not my self and does not belong to me" They are
simply conventions. If we understand everything clearly
in this way we will be at peace. If we realize in the
present moment the truth of impermanence, that things
are not our self or belonging to us, then when they
disintegrate we are at peace with them, because they
don't belong to anybody anyway. They are merely the
elements of earth, water, wind and fire.
It's difficult for
people to see this, but even so it's not beyond our
ability. If we can see this we will find contentment, we
will not have so much anger, greed or delusion. There
will always be Dhamma in our hearts. There will be no
need for jealousy and spite, because everybody is simply
earth, water, wind and fire. There's nothing more to
them than this. When we accept this truth we will see
the truth of the Buddha's teaching.
If we could see the
truth of the Buddha's teaching we wouldn't have to use
up so many teachers! It wouldn't be necessary to listen
to teachings everyday. When we understand then we simply
do what's required of us. But what makes people so
difficult to teach is that they don't accept the
teaching and argue with the teachers and the teaching.
In front of the teacher they behave a little better, but
behind his back they become thieves! People are really
difficult to teach. The people in Thailand are like
this, that's why they have to have so many teachers.
Be careful, if you're
not careful you won't see the Dhamma. You must be
circumspect, taking the teaching and considering it
well. Is this flower pretty?...Do you see the ugliness
within this flower?...For how many days will it be
pretty?...What will it be like from now on?...Why does
it change so?...In three or four days you have to take
it and throw it away, right? It loses all its beauty.
People are attached to beauty, attached to goodness. If
anything is good they just fall for it completely. The
Buddha tells us to look at pretty things as just pretty,
we shouldn't become attached to them. If there is a
pleasant feeling we shouldn't fall for it. Goodness is
not a sure thing, beauty is not a sure thing. Nothing is
certain. There is nothing in this world that is a
certainty. This is the truth. The things that aren't
true are the things that change, such as beauty. The
only truth it has is in its constant changing. If we
believe that things are beautiful, when their beauty
fades our mind loses its beauty too. When things are no
longer good our mind loses its goodness too. When they
are destroyed or damaged we suffer because we have clung
to them as being our own. The Buddha tells us to see
that these things are simply constructs of nature.
Beauty appears and in not many days it fades. To see
this is to have wisdom.
Therefore we should see
impermanence. If we think something is pretty we should
tell ourselves it isn't, if we think something is ugly
we should tell ourselves it isn't. Try to see things in
this way, constantly reflect in this way. We will see
the truth within untrue things, see the certainty within
the things that are uncertain.
Today I have been
explaining the way to understand suffering, what causes
suffering, the cessation of suffering and the way
leading to the cessation of suffering. When you know
suffering you should throw it out. Knowing the cause of
suffering you should throw it out. Practice to see the
cessation of suffering. See aniccam, dukkham and
anatta and suffering will cease.
When suffering ceases
where do we go? What are we practicing for? We are
practicing to relinquish, not in order to gain anything.
There was a woman this afternoon who told me that she is
suffering. I asked her what she wants to be, and she
said she wants to be enlightened. I said, "As long as
you want to be enlightened you will never become
enlightened. Don't want anything."
When we know the truth
of suffering we throw out suffering. When we know the
cause of suffering then we don't create those causes,
but instead practice to bring suffering to its
cessation. The practice leading to the cessation of
suffering is to see that "this is not a self," "this is
not me or them." Seeing in this way enables suffering to
cease. It's like reaching our destination and stopping.
That's cessation. That's getting close to nibbana.
To put it another way, going forward is suffering,
retreating is suffering and stopping is suffering. Not
going forward, not retreating and not stopping...is
anything left? Body and mind cease here. This is the
cessation of suffering. Hard to understand, isn't it? If
we diligently and consistently study this teaching we
will transcend things and reach understanding, there
will be cessation. This is the ultimate teaching of the
Buddha, it's the finishing point. The Buddha's teaching
finishes at the point of total relinquishment.
Today I offer this
teaching to you all and to the Venerable Master also. If
there is anything wrong in it I ask your forgiveness.
But don't be in a hurry to judge whether it is right or
wrong, just listen to it first. If I were to give you
all a fruit and tell you it's delicious, you should take
note of my words, but don't believe me offhand, because
you haven't tasted it yet. The teaching I give you today
is the same. If you want to know whether the "fruit" is
sweet or sour you have to slice a piece off and taste
it. Then you will know its sweetness or sourness. Then
you could believe me, because then you'd have seen for
yourself. So please don't throw this "fruit" away, keep
it and taste it, know its taste for yourself.
The Buddha didn't have a
teacher, you know. An ascetic once asked him who his
teacher was, and the Buddha answered that he didn't have
one.5
The ascetic just walked off shaking his head. The Buddha
was being too honest. He was speaking to one who
couldn't know or accept the truth. That's why I tell you
not to believe me. The Buddha said that to simply
believe others is foolish, because there is no clear
knowing within. That's why the Buddha said "I have no
teacher." This is the truth. But you should look at this
is the right way. If you misunderstand it you won't
respect your teacher. Don't go saying "I have no
teacher." You must rely on your teacher to tell you what
is right and wrong, and then you must practice
accordingly.
Today is a fortunate day
for all of us. I have had a chance to meet with all of
you and the venerable teacher. You wouldn't think that
we could meet like this because we live so far apart. I
think there must be some special reason that we have
been able to meet in this way. The Buddha taught that
everything that arises must have a cause. Don't forget
this. There must be some cause. Perhaps in a previous
existence we were brothers and sisters in the same
family. It's possible. Another teacher didn't come, but
I did. Why is that? Perhaps we are creating the causes
in the present moment itself. This is also possible.
I leave you all with
this teaching. May you be diligent and arduous in the
practice. There is nothing better than the practice of
Dhamma, Dhamma is the supporter of the whole world.
People are confused these days because they do not know
the Dhamma. If we have the Dhamma with us we will be
content. I am happy to have had this opportunity to help
you and the venerable teacher in developing the practice
of Dhamma. I leave you with my heartfelt good wishes.
Tomorrow I will be leaving, I'm not sure where for. This
is only natural. When there is coming there must be
going, when there is going there must be coming. This is
how the world is. We shouldn't be overjoyed or upset by
the changes in the world. There is happiness and then
there is suffering; there is suffering and then there is
happiness; there is gain and then there is loss; there
is loss and then there is gain. This is the way things
are.
In the Buddha's time
there were disciples of the Buddha who didn't like him,
because the Buddha exhorted them to be diligent, to be
heedful. those who were lazy were afraid of the Buddha
and resented him. When he died, one group of disciples
cried and were distressed that they would no longer have
the Buddha to guide them. These ones were still not
clever. Another group of disciples were pleased and
relieved that they would no longer have the Buddha on
their backs telling them what to do. A third group of
disciples were equanimous. They reflected that what
arises passes away as a natural consequence. There were
these three groups. Which group do you identify with? Do
you want to be one of the pleased ones or what? The
group of disciples who cried when the Buddha passed away
had not yet realized the Dhamma. The second group were
those who resented the Buddha. He was always forbidding
them from doing the things they wanted to do. They lived
in fear of the Buddha's scorn and reprimands, so when he
passed away they were relieved.
These days things aren't
much different. It's possible that the teacher here has
some followers who are resentful towards him. They might
not show it outwardly but it's there in the mind. It's
normal for people who still have defilements to feel
this way. Even the Buddha had people hating him. I
myself have followers who resent me also. I tell them to
give up evil actions but they cherish their evil
actions. So they hate me. There are plenty like this.
May all of you who are
intelligent make yourselves firm in the practice of
Dhamma.
Notes
1. At the time of printing this book (1992),
there are about one hundred branch monasteries, big and
small, of Wat Nong Ba Pong.
2. Dukkha: "Suffering" is a most inadequate
translation, but it is the one most commonly found. "Dukkha"
literally means "intolerable," "unsustainable,"
"difficult to endure," and can also mean "imperfect,"
"unsatisfying," or "incapable of providing perfect
happiness."
3. Samsara: The world of delusion.
4. One of the Four Bases of Clinging:
Kamupadana, clinging to sense objects;
silabbatupadana: clinging to rites and rituals;
ditthupadana: clinging to views, and
attavadupadana, clinging to the idea of self.
5. Soon after his enlightenment, the Buddha was
walking on his way to Benares and was approached by a
wandering ascetic, who said, "Your features are clear,
friend, your bearing serene ... who is your teacher?"
The Buddha answered that there was no-one in this world
who could claim to be his teacher, because he was
completely self-enlightened. The Brahmin could not
understand his answer, and walked off, muttering, "Well,
good for you, friend, good for you."
Copyright © 1992 The
Sangha, Wat Pah Nanachat
Copyright © 1999 Wat
Pah Nanachat
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