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Behind the Mask

Abhinyana, Ven

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DEDICATION

This book is dedicated to the suffering people of Tibet and their non-violent struggle to regain their independence from a ruthless occupying force. May they soon succeed and live in peace forever!

When we call ourselves by a religious brand-name (Jew, Buddhist, Christian, Hindu, etc.), or a nationality (English, German, Thai, Australian, Indian, and so on)—at the same time we are saying, without words, what we are not. In this way, we limit ourselves and deny ourselves the possibility of drinking at the well-springs of many sources.
     If we were not so attached to and preoccupied with names and labels and saw, instead, our basic humanity, the wealth of the world’s wisdom would be available to us in incalculable amounts, and we would feel no shame or hesitation in picking up gems wherever we find them; after all, a diamond is a diamond no matter where it is found, is it not?
     We could avoid religious and racial conflict and antagonism if we realized that we do not live in water-tight compartments, shut off from people of other races, nations, and religions, and that we are now well-into a world culture; our lives touch and overlap those of others like tiles on a roof or the scales of a fish. Even if we never travel abroad, we depend so much upon people from all over the world simply because of the global economy. These are things to be considered.

 

INTRODUCTION

            I have chosen for the cover of this book a painting by a Renaissance artist entitled Old Man and a Child, to illustrate that, even though the outside might be quite ugly, inner qualities can and do shine through. It is my own interpretation or evaluation, of course, and is open to challenge, but in this picture, I see a wonderful rapport taking place between the subjects (I don’t know who they are; maybe they are grandfather and grandchild; it looks like). The child is gazing into the other’s eyes with ...... what is it?—is it wonder, amazement, curiosity, love, or what? The innocent manner of the hand laid lightly on the other’s chest suggests that there is no fear or aversion but a complete acceptance of him as he is—warts and all! And the old man returns the gaze with a look of compassion and understanding. He has seen life, has suffered, and knows that the child is in for its share of difficulties and pain.

            Have you ever seen a particularly ugly person who is happily married to someone quite good looking and thought to yourself: "How could anyone possibly love such an ugly person?"? It may be because the other was able to see something inside him/her that more than made up for the ugly exterior. If we love someone for what they are, the exterior ceases to be of great importance.

            It is said that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. If we have a beauty-base inside us—a sense of beauty, or an appreciation of it—then we may see beauty outside, and the more beauty there is inside us, the more we will see outside, even in things that other people find unremarkable or perhaps even ugly. If, on the other hand, we lack such a sense, how shall we see beauty outside or in others? If we have only ugliness inside, what we see outside will appear ugly, too.

            Another old proverb runs: Handsome is as handsome does, meaning that, ultimately, our actions are our measure, not our appearance; there are plenty of good looking people who behave in very ugly ways, and ugly people who behave very well.

            Most people would like to have a good looking partner, but there are those who bitterly regret marrying a beautiful woman or handsome man. Beauty is often its own worst enemy, in that it deceives us into thinking that the external appearance is of paramount importance, so we rest content, and look for nothing more. And ugliness is often its own best friend, in that we are forced to look beneath the surface, where we might discover more durable and valuable qualities than just the ephemeral skin-deep aspect.

            If we are unaware of the world within, unaware of the importance of the spiritual life, what is left but to live on the material level? We lose touch with ourselves—if we ever had touch with ourselves to begin with—and live largely to impress others and look good in their eyes (which is what fashion is all about; if we were honest about it, we would recognize that we follow fashion more for others than for ourselves). If we are ‘good looking’, pride of appearance easily arises, and is often accompanied by disparagement of others less handsome. This is dangerous, and invites retribution, and it would be wise to keep in mind the case of Johnny Weissmuller, the actor who played Tarzan in the old movies: he had a splendid physique and was an Olympic champion swimmer, but that did not prevent him from becoming a quadriplegic, unable to do anything for himself, or even to speak, but having to depend upon others to do everything for him. It is said that ‘pride goes before a fall’. I don’t know if he was proud before his fall, but in his position—as a star adored by his fans—I guess it would be hard not to be proud.

            Now, no-one chooses to be ugly; neither do people become handsome by choice; these things—like everything else—are results of causes, most of which we had/have no control over. So there is no reason to be proud of being handsome and to look down on others, but every reason to treat it cautiously, for—like everything else—it is subject to change; moreover, it is a mixed blessing.

            I called the first printing of this book WARTS AND ALL is because we all have ‘warts’ of various kinds—not on our skin, but on our character—that is, negativities and deficiencies, which again, are not of our choice (who would choose to have such things?), so there is no need to feel too bad or guilty about them, as there are plenty of others with the same faults and failings as us; we are not alone, and knowing this makes it easier for us to bear our insufficiencies and imperfections, until eventually, we may throw them off and leave them behind; if we were the only one, we would be in very serious trouble, but we are not, so it makes it ‘not so bad’ or hard to bear.

            But we are ashamed of our imperfections and would like to be free of them. This often leads us to disguise and try to cover them up, or deny that they exist. But if we do not acknowledge and accept them, we will never be able to deal with them, as it is hardly likely that they will go away by themselves. So, first of all, we must recognize and admit the existence in ourselves of our ‘warts’ and imperfections, and be open about them—not in an exhibitionist way, but honestly and fearlessly. As I’ve just said above, we’ve all got them, and if we would see them as human or common failings rather than as personal faults, we would be able to assist each other in dealing with them.

            If, in places, I have been rather blunt, it is because I considered it necessary, so I make no apologies. If we are shocked by straightforward words and ideas in this day and age, how shall we deal with the much-more-shocking realities of life?

            Where I have criticized anyone in this book, I have not done so maliciously, but with the purpose in mind of drawing lessons therefrom. And I would now like to express my gratitude to them for providing me with things to write about. It should be noticed, however, that I have named no names (I find that kind of thing distasteful), and it should not be thought that I am making a thing of personality of it all. I have just said that the things I have criticized and drawn attention to are human failings, and they are useful in that we can learn something from them; it is therefore that I am grateful. Eventually, everything might be regarded as Dharma, and not just things that we think of as ‘good’. So, thanks for being imperfect, everyone! Thanks for your ‘warts’ (and mine)!

 

HOW TO READ A BOOK


           
I came across the following article in 1994, and found it so open and refreshing that I requested the author, Venerable Visuddhacara, for permission to reprint it herein. He kindly gave it, and I am grateful to him for both this and his words. Venerable Visuddhacara was, at the time he wrote this, the resident monk at the Malaysian Buddhist Meditation Centre in Penang, which is where I stayed prior to and shortly after my ordination there. He is a Theravada monk, while I am not (I left Theravada a long time ago), but, as he said or implied below, as human beings we all have many things in common and can all learn things from each other, without subscribing to each other’s viewpoints in totality].

HOW TO READ A BOOK

            "When you read a book, you must keep an open mind. Do not allow prejudice to cloud your judgment. Instead, try to read and understand what the author is trying to say. Try to give him a sympathetic ear. He is trying to convey something he seriously thinks about and which he seriously believes in. At least, give him a chance to say his piece. You need not agree with everything he says, but you may find some common areas of agreement, or you may find something new, something you can actually learn from him. Then you can pick out what you can relate to, learn something from him, and as for what you cannot relate to, and concepts you cannot agree with, you need not accept them, you can reject them, or just let them be. Or in areas you are not so sure about, you can say without rejecting or accepting, Well, I’m not so sure about this; it may or may not be; who knows? I’ll just keep an open mind and see how it will all eventually work out, and you can read on.

            "But at least now you know about his point-of-view, about another’s point-of-view. In that sense you are not so ignorant; you have some understanding of others’ concepts or viewpoints, some of which you can agree with, and some of which you just cannot; it doesn’t matter. What matters is that you have learned something about others’ views, and when you give talks and have discussions, you will be better able to discuss and relate with others. You can speak with more knowledge and understanding. You can point out both the differences and the similarities, and you can also appreciate the goodness in others’ traditions, for they too are trying to practice compassion and transcend the ego. And oftentimes, their compassion and practice put us and our own practice to shame, do they not? For we may claim to know, but how much of what we know do we practice? How wise and compassionate are we? Do we really know what we claim to know? Do we not have doubts sometimes, and if we have, can we admit them? Can we say we don’t really know fully as yet, that our understanding is still incomplete, and therefore we should not think or behave as if we know everything, as if we are an authority, or that we hold the monopoly of truth, wisdom and compassion?

            "It is good to have knowledge of each other’s religious views as this will foster religious tolerance and understanding; it is also good to have knowledge of other Buddhist schools and traditions so that we can understand our differences and still have respect for each other. Sometimes, as I said, we can learn wonderful things from another. For example, reading a non-Buddhist book about dying entitled FINAL GIFTS, I learned a lot about death from people who have witnessed it first-hand; yes, from hospice-nurses who with great compassion tended to the dying, and who related for our benefit their experiences with dying people. I learned a lot about compassion from that book, how, by just being present, by giving a gentle squeeze to a hand, by tenderly stroking a forehead, by saying a soothing and comforting word, one can bring relief to a dying person. I learned how a dying person can die peacefully—with understanding, love and comfort from his loved ones and friends. I marvel at the hospice nurses who, in their great compassion, sacrificed so much of their energy and time for the dying, something which I myself cannot do. It makes me more humble, more appreciative and respectful of others and the wonderful work they are doing.

            "Reading a book entitled HOW CAN I HELP? by Ram Dass and Paul Gorman, I learned some more about compassion, about how people from all walks of life serve society, each in their own wondrous ways. It was a very eye-opening and touching book. It made me feel humble and wanting. I know we are all here to serve. Why, even the Buddha asked the Arahants not to just sit back and relax after attaining their goal. No, He asked them to travel all over the place to spread and share the beautiful Dharma.

            "Today, many people are serving in their own ways. Mother Theresa cares for the sick and destitute in Calcutta; the Dalai Lama preaches peace and non-violence throughout the world; Thich Nhat Hanh asks us to be mindful in our everyday life and shows us how in very simple and delightful ways. For example, we can be mindful when answering a telephone call or when we are stalled at the traffic lights. He says: Don’t look at the red light as your enemy, as something to beat before it turns green, but look at it as a mindfulness-reminder, as if it is blinking at you and telling you: "Hey there! Be mindful!" And when we wake up every morning, he asks us to wake up with a smile on our face and a resolution to live every precious waking moment fully and to look at all beings with eyes of compassion.

            "Yes, I always say we can learn from others, if only we don’t close our minds and hearts altogether. When I read the Dalai Lama, I see that here is a very compassionate and wise person, and a very humble one, too. When he is questioned and doesn’t know something, he says so openly, even to an audience in an auditorium; he’s not afraid to admit it. He’ll say: "This beats me; I don’t know. You tell me". He can speak to psychiatrists and psychologists on their own level. He can ask incisive and profound questions which reveal his depth of understanding, concern, sincerity and compassion with regard to whatever is being discussed.

            "True, I may not agree with the Dalai Lama or Thich Nhat Hanh with regard to certain Vajrayana or Mahayana concepts, but I respect their rights to their views, and I can appreciate how through their concepts and school of thought, they too express wisdom and compassion in their daily lives and practice in ways which show that they live what they preach; they are not just talkers but doers. And more, they have won world recognition and acclaim for their work of propagating peace, non-violence, mindfulness, understanding and compassion. Their significant accomplishments and contributions as Buddhists to the world at large is something which we all, as brothers and sisters in a big Dhamma family, should be proud of.

            "I can appreciate their skills in relating to and communicating with people, their genuine love and compassion for all beings. Why, they too are teaching people to be mindful, to uphold the five precepts, to have love and compassion for all beings. And, more importantly, it would appear that they live up to what they teach. I learned a lot from their ways of expression, especially Thich Nhat Hanh’s skills in communicating the mindfulness practice in the context of everyday life, in the mundane activities of everyday routine.

            "Yes, what I am trying to say here is that we should not close our minds totally; there are things we can learn from others. We too must realize and concede our own limitations—that we are not perfect and our understanding is still incomplete. As Theravadins, we should not think that we have a monopoly on wisdom and compassion, that we know best, that we are superior to others in both theory and practice. We should recognize, appreciate and respect the goodness in other traditions too; otherwise we might just be caught in another ego or conceit trip.

            "If we nurture a humble attitude we stand to gain a lot, we open up, we are not so narrow or dogmatic, we can begin to learn from others, a whole new wide world will open up. By opening up, it doesn’t mean that we throw away what we already have. No, on the contrary, we reinforce what we already have. How? We’ll learn how to apply our own beliefs and understand more skillfully. We take what is helpful from others, their skillful ways of practicing which do not conflict with ours, and with those views or ideas which we cannot relate to or agree with, we just leave them alone, just let them be. After all, you cannot expect when you read a book to agree with everything in it, can you? There will always be some differences in opinions and interpretations. We can acknowledge the differences and adhere to our viewpoints, but we can now understand another’s viewpoint. And we can see where we share similarities, and we can learn how skillfully others apply the practice, especially in the areas where we share similar viewpoints and understanding. We can learn from them skillful ways. And we can appreciate and be grateful to them for teaching us those ways.

            "If we will read only what we consider as 100% Theravadin books, then we will have closed our minds, and how can we then learn from others? Have others nothing to teach us? Do they not practice compassion and wisdom in their own ways, too? Can’t we see the beauty and goodness in their practice and work, even though we may not agree with certain of the religious concepts they subscribe to? And do you know that even Theravadin writers have their differences in opinions and interpretations of Theravadin doctrine and meditation? Yes, as students of Dhamma, it is for us to read intelligently, to think for ourselves as the Buddha wanted us to, not just to accept or reject blindly. So, having understood somewhat our Theravadin Dhamma, we should be able to read others’ viewpoints too, and decide for ourselves what we can accept and what we cannot. We need not throw everything out. We can see common principles that underlie different techniques and approaches.

            "In this way, we can study more intelligently and maturely; we can have a more intelligent and mature approach. This way we have nothing to lose but everything to gain. I, for one, can tell you I have learned and gained a lot by listening carefully to what others have to say, by reading with an open mind, taking what I can relate to and leaving alone what I cannot. I trust and pray that I will continue to grow in humility, compassion and wisdom as I try, according to my ability, to apply as faithfully as I can, the spirit of the Dhamma as taught by the All Compassionate and Wise Buddha.

            "May all beings be well and happy. May they keep open minds. May they know how to take what is good and leave what might not be so good. May there be tolerance, loving-kindness, compassion, appreciation and understanding. May all sincere and compassionate seekers and practitioners, by whatever path they may have chosen to travel, eventually reach their goal of wisdom and happiness, of Nibbana and the cessation of all suffering".

Visuddhacara. 27 September 1993. 

 

LIFTING THE VEIL


            Outside, on a clear night, more than in the daytime when the stars are hidden from us, we can feel the infinity of space. Apart from the beauty of it—which is merely our own subjective judgment or opinion—what does it do to us? How do we feel? Appalled and intimidated by the inconceivable vastness that surrounds us on all sides, we have created religions and philosophies to console us in our tinyness and give meaning to our brief lives. Have these attempts to make sense of things withstood the test of time, however? That which might have satisfied us hundreds of years ago—does it continue to do so? Are we content with such explanations? Or are we sufficiently mature to say, "I don’t know", and courageous enough to face the fact that this life might be all that there is for us? I am not saying it is, mind, but can we face the possibility that it might be?

            For thousands of years—yearning for personal immortality—men have sought a meaning to life, but might it be that there is no meaning other than that which we ourselves give it? What is the meaning that you try to give life by your living? We must, I feel, constantly review our living, keeping in mind our aims and values. We worry about the meaning of life only when we are not sure what to do with our lives, when we are not actively participating in life as component parts. It is like when someone has been out of work for a long time, though he might have diligently sought for work: having been unable to find anything, he might eventually conclude that he is not employable, and lose his vital sense of self-worth.

            He came to see me one afternoon, this tall Australian, and said his name was Tom, and that he felt confused and adrift since he lost his Catholic faith eight years before, and had found no replacement for it. He complained that, though he was quite successful in business, he had so far found no meaning in life, and had become aware of the existence of evil in the world which he felt should not be there.

            Awakening from illusion can be, and often is, somewhat of a shock, and some people wish they had remained asleep, for illusion is warm and comforting, like the mother’s womb, and frees us from a great deal of responsibility, which we have to face, along with the harsh facts of life, if we wake up. Is it that some of us wake up too soon—in the middle of a pleasant dream, as it were—and resent it? It would seem so.

            Does your religion ‘deliver the goods’? In order to answer that question, you must first understand your religion and know what it claims, promises and holds out as an inducement, otherwise you will never be sure if you are living in a castle-in-the-clouds—a mental construction—or not.

            If we begin to question what we’ve been taught for centuries, and lift a corner of the tapestry that has been draped before us, to peep behind, we might find that it conceals something quite different. Are you ready to look? Dare you? Be warned first, lest you see that which, in your complacency, you do not wish to see!

            The ‘truths’ that religions put forward should not be viewed as things irrefutably demonstrated and established for all time, not to be questioned, but as things to be discovered and realized by the individual. To adopt and conform to a system or set of theories in its entirety, and regard it as true, is a mistake, for it is not, and cannot be true for us unless and until we have verified it for ourselves by our own experience, and for this there can be no substitute. Just as no-one can eat for us and satisfy our hunger thereby, so no-one can vicariously discover truth for us; that is something that each person must do for himself. For example, how do we know that sugar is sweet if not by our own experience? It is not enough to be told so, to be assured that it is, or to believe it.

            The following four paragraphs are extracted from Thich Nhat Hanh’s highly readable rendering of the story of the Buddha in his book, OLD PATH, WHITE CLOUDS:

            "The Buddha once said that if a person is caught by belief in a doctrine, he loses all his freedom. If he becomes dogmatic, he believes his doctrine is the only truth and that all other doctrines are heresy. Disputes and conflicts all arise from narrow views. They can go on forever, wasting precious time and sometimes even leading to war. Attachment to beliefs and opinions is the greatest impediment to the spiritual path. Bound to narrow views, one becomes so entangled that it is no longer possible to let the door of truth open.

            "To illustrate this, the Buddha told a story about a young widower who lived with his five-year-old son. He loved his son more than his own life. One day, he left his son at home while he went to work, but while he was away, a band of brigands robbed and burned the whole village and kidnapped his son. When the man came home from work, he found the charred corpse of a young child lying outside his burnt house; he took it to be the body of his son. Overcome by grief, he cremated what was left of the corpse. Because he loved his son so much, he put the ashes in a bag which he carried with him wherever he went.

            "Several months later, his son managed to escape from the brigands and make his way home. He arrived in the middle of the night and knocked at the door. At that moment, the father was hugging the bag of ashes and weeping. He refused to open the door even when the child called out that he was the man’s son. He believed that his son was dead and that the child knocking at the door was some neighborhood child mocking his grief. Finally, his son had no choice but to wander off on his own. Thus, father and son lost each other forever.

            "The Buddha concluded: If we are attached to some belief and hold it to be the absolute truth, we may one day find ourselves in a similar situation as the young widower. Thinking that we already possess the truth, we will be unable to open our minds to receive the truth, even if truth comes knocking at our door".

            When people adopt and embrace a system in totality, there is often a tendency to try to make everything conform thereto, and if something does not, then it, rather than the system, might be regarded as being at fault. This is notoriously so with new converts or those ‘born again’; it is common for them to come with a zeal that is usually lacking in those who have been born into and raised according to a particular religion, and who have therefore, for the most part, accepted it without question. Such zealots might object that our knowledge of life is insufficient to measure, judge, confirm or disprove ‘revealed religion’ by (and by ‘revealed religion’ is meant religion that is based upon so-called ‘divine-revelation’ or the ‘Word of God’). But is it, really? Have not many of the claims of ‘revealed religion’ been debunked by discoveries and proofs to the contrary? Just one outstanding example of this: the Christian Church had for centuries taught that our planet was the center of the Universe, around which everything else turned, and when the Italian scientist, Galileo, stated that this was not so, he was persecuted by the Church authorities, made to recant his ‘heresy’, and put under house-arrest until he died. It is only within the last few years, under Pope John-Paul II, that the Church has acknowledged its error and ‘very kindly’ exonerated Galileo, 350 years later! It is the Church that needs Galileo’s pardon, not the other way around!

            There are numerous other extravagant and preposterous claims made by religion, but which are considered fundamental and indispensable, like virgin births, resurrection from the dead, infallibility of the Pope, etc., which cause religion to be held in contempt by many people, and its adherents regarded as simpletons. The lives of countless people are built on such fallacies.

            We must not be too sweeping, however, and deny that there is beauty in religious forms and ceremonies—something impressive in the pageantry and solemnity, the melodious and inspiring hymns, the sonorous chants, the gorgeous priestly vestments and trappings, and the profuse symbolism. In every way, in every country and time, man has lavished his best on expressing his religious feelings, and the resultant art, architecture and music are truly magnificent testimonies of man’s devotion to his beliefs. But, while marvelous edifices were built, and priests maintained in luxury, the masses starved in the shadows of the churches. The marvelous buildings remain, while both the priests who lived in luxury and those who starved in their shadows have long ago gone back to the elements, but what does it all mean? Is there substance behind all the symbolism? Is it anything more than expression of ignorance or fear of what we do not understand, of attempts to propitiate, cajole or bribe the imagined gods, spirits, or personified forces of nature? If man had not feared such things, his creative energy would no doubt have been expressed in other forms, for we can see that religious structures are not the only beautiful structures in the world. Therefore, people who are not the least religious in the formal sense can enjoy and appreciate the art and beauty of churches, temples and mosques without subscribing to the beliefs that inspired them. A thing of beauty can be enjoyed by all, regardless of religious or political affiliations, or lack of such.

            If, when the Industrial Revolution had begun in Europe, the West had had a religious philosophy to suit the times, instead of a set of supernatural concepts that science was in the process of tearing to shreds, things would probably have gone in quite a different direction. As it was, however, there was a reaction against religion in the West that continues until now (it is known as Materialism), and Karl Marx’s famous dictum: "Religion is the opium of the masses", was eagerly embraced by many people and applied indiscriminately to religion as a whole, rather than to that aspect of it which laid stress on the ‘afterlife’ as a palliative for the ills and misfortunes of this life and was used by the rulers and priests to keep people ‘in their places’. We can understand why Marx denounced the corruption, venality and amassing of wealth that went on under the cloak of religion, but was he against those aspects that stressed practical morality, charity, social involvement and justice? Or had these been relegated to the attic by people in power, in favor of supernatural and unverifiable things, and no longer formed a prominent part of religion? Thus, when religion was shunted aside and rejected in totality as anachronistic, ‘the baby was thrown out with the bath-water’, and the succeeding system became more monstrous and oppressive than that it replaced. And now that Communism has suddenly collapsed, great numbers of people, taken by surprise, and not knowing how to use their new-found freedom, turn back to their old superstitions and are spiritually little better-off than before the time of Communism. The ‘morality’ of the Communist system was imposed on people by the State, instead of something they chose through understanding. And the morality that people embrace when they turn back to religion is also an external morality, undertaken through fear of God, desire for Heaven, and so on. But how long will they obey an external authority without wanting to rebel?

            Buddhism, too, is priest-ridden and afflicted with superstition. Using our imagination a little, it is not hard to understand how the Buddha’s final exhortation to "Work out your own salvation with diligence", and not to look for a refuge outside of oneself, was not very appealing to the masses of the people—most of whom were illiterate and uneducated at that time—because the masses in any age tend to look outside of themselves for help and salvation. It was not long, therefore, when the Buddha was no longer around to discourage this inevitable tendency, before He came to be thought of as super-human or divine, rather than as someone who had developed His human potential and had shown others the way to do this, too. It then became more important—and easier, of course—to worship Him as a savior rather than to practice what He had taught. Today, many Buddhists are under the erroneous belief (but it is nothing new, having gone on for a long time), that explaining the Dharma is the prerogative of monks, and that only monks, in fact, are able to fully understand Dharma, while ‘ordinary householders’ are not. Now, that is something that the Buddha never taught; He never made understanding of Dharma conditional on wearing a yellow robe and having a shaved head. While He did design the way of life of the monks to make it easier for them to follow the Way (free from the emotional entanglements of family life, the necessity of earning a living, and so on), He never said that anyone who is not a monk or nun could not understand the Dharma or become enlightened. Dharma is not narrow and restrictive like that, but is open to anyone with a heart and mind who will make an effort.

            Imagine how this world would now be if Christians had tried to apply what Jesus was talking about and Buddhists had tried to experience what the Buddha tried to indicate, instead of merely believing. We can be sure that it would be quite different than it is now.

            Once in a while it is good—and necessary—to step back a bit and detach ourselves from our search—to unyoke the oxen from the plough, as it were, and let them graze a little—for by so doing, our vision might be refreshed and renewed, and things seen in clearer perspective. It should not be considered a waste of time to do this but rather an investment, because if we stand long with our noses against a picture that covers an entire wall, we may forget the complete picture and see only the few details and colors before our eyes.

            So, Tom, take a look around you, and you might realize that you are not the only one with troubles in the world, you might realize that this is the common condition and has always been like this. The reason you didn’t see it before is not because it wasn’t there, but because you were living under illusion, convinced that ‘God’ was in control of everything, and that therefore everything should be alright. And now that you have discovered that everything is not alright, what can you do about it? Nothing? No, there is something that you, and we, and everyone can do, if we realize that most of the suffering and all of the evil comes from people like us and that therefore it is unnecessary and can be avoided. And if we consider that religion is something that inspires us and helps us to become active participants in the world, and put something back into it, instead of as a means of getting more out of life than we have already got, it will take on quite a different meaning, and we will probably find things coming to us as a matter of course, without looking for them. If, however, we focus on ourselves in isolation—as many of us do—we will indeed feel despondent and lost, for the fact is we belong, like pieces of a jig-saw puzzle that have their places in the overall picture, and can only be understood in context—can only understand ourselves in context—not as separate, isolated units.

            It is therefore, in the midst of the ecological mess that we have inherited and added to, that many of us are awakening to the fact that we are connected to and dependent upon other things—indeed, everything—and are not, as we hitherto thought in our ignorance and arrogance, independent and in control.

            There is no need for belief in all this—people have been shackled and blinded by belief for aeons, and where has it got us?—but of seeing clearly how things are.

 

CRABS FIRST


           
When, in 1984, I went from the Philippines to visit the Vietnamese Refugee Camps in Hong Kong and eventually got permission to do so, I was approached in one of the Camps by a government official—(my activities in the Camps until then had almost surely been monitored and approved, otherwise they would soon have been terminated)—and politely asked if I could/would visit the Camps on a regular basis, or, failing this, if I knew of any monks in Hong Kong who would do so. He said that there were numerous Christian missionaries visiting the Camps regularly, but so far no Buddhists.

            Sadly, I had to tell him that not only was I unable to visit the Camps regularly myself—as I was only passing through Hong Kong—but I did not I know of any Hong Kong monks who would do. I didn’t tell him—because I was ashamed to—that the previous year, while I was staying in the Bataan Refugee Camp in the Philippines, I had heard of the neglected plight of the Buddhist refugees in the Hong Kong Camps, and had written to a prominent Hong Kong monk about it. My letter to him is here reproduced:

"Philippines. 29-March-1983.

Dear Ven. ..... (name omitted here),

                  Allow me to introduce myself: I am the monk in charge of Buddhist affairs in the Philippines Refugee Processing Center. I have been here for three years, during which time we have built two small temples for the Buddhist Refugees.

            I have had the pleasure of meeting you on two occasions—once in Bogor, Indonesia, in 1978, and again, in Taipei in 1981—though probably you will not remember me.

            My reason for writing to you now, Venerable, is to ask for your assistance: you are well-known for your compassion, and I am confident that you will help. The problem is this:

            I have heard, from several refugees who arrived here from Hong Kong, that there are two Vietnamese Buddhist monks in two separate Camps there; they are very much in need of help since, apparently, no-one is allowed to go in to see them. Somehow, though, it seems that Christian missionaries are allowed inside the Camps, and are very active trying to convert the refugees. What a shame for our religion that no-one is allowed to go there to minister to the needs of our co-religionists! (Even in Thailand, where there are about 300,000 monks, the Buddhists just sit idly back and permit the endless streams of Christian missionaries to commit their outrage against Buddhist refugees—buying them, and otherwise influencing them to change their religion).

            Ven., please try to help these two monks; they need Buddhist books, Buddha-pictures and other articles for distribution to their faithful followers; ceremonial instruments such as a wooden-fish, gong and bell, would be very much appreciated. I also understand that they are personally in need of clothes. More than anything else, though, they are in need of care and moral support from local Buddhists. [The names and addresses of the two monks were included].

Many Thanks and Sincere Regards—

_ _ _ _ _ _ _

 

            There was no reply to this, but that, I since learned, is not unusual. I have written to several monks about different things since then, and was not graced with replies. Although I spent many years in Asia, I am still a Westerner, and look at things from a largely Western point-of-view. Perhaps I’m a bit old-fashioned in this, but I consider it ill-mannered not to reply to letters of a personal nature. In Asia, however, the standard seems to be somewhat different.

            Anyway, I was rather disappointed at the non-response of this Hong Kong monk—hence my writing about it now—as he had probably been a refugee himself years before, fleeing Communist oppression in China; there is also the possibility that he will become a refugee again in the near future, when Hong Kong reverts to China. He likes to print photos of himself in his Buddhist magazine, in the act of releasing fish, crabs, turtles, etc., as an act of compassion. Did I expect too much of him to think that his compassion might extend a bit further than to such dumb creatures and the pages of his magazine, to refugees like himself? Obviously, I did, because he did nothing about my request, and when I tried to see him the following year in Hong Kong, he made an excuse for not meeting me. So much for his compassion!

            Now, the refugees were of a different nationality than this particular monk, but so what? Was he not a Buddhist? And does Buddhism not help us to see beyond such things as nationality? We had no control over where we were born; we might have been born elsewhere than in the place of our nativity, but we can be born in only one place per life. There is really no reason to be proud of our nationality, as it is not something we achieved by our own efforts; if it were a matter of choice—as some reincarnationists believe—who would choose to be born in countries which suffer regularly from famine, drought, pestilence and war? No, nationality is a consequence of being born where we were. However, if we understand something of Dharma, it enables us to look at this matter somewhat differently than most people do, and see it in clearer perspective. This idea is one of many that we become liberated from as we go deeper and our consciousness expands. Therefore I say that although I was born in England, and cannot deny this, I do deny that it makes me English. I don’t want to be English, because I have found something bigger and better than that; if other people consider me English just because I was born in England, that is up to them. Of course, before anyone asks, I should say that I cannot dispense with the formalities of passports and so on, and still travel on a British passport, which identifies me as ‘British"; I am also a citizen of Australia now, so have an Aussie passport, too. What I mean, however, is that I do not think of myself as ‘English’, and when, after the ceremony whereby I became an Australian citizen, someone said to me: "So, now you are an Australian", I objected and said: "No I’m not; I’m a citizen of Australia. I don’t want to be English, and am not about to start thinking of myself as Australian". If asked where I am from, sometimes I answer: "When?" "No, where are you from?" they repeat. Again, I say, "When am I from where?—this morning, yesterday, last year? When do you mean? If you mean where I was born, I was born in England—or at least, I was told so, though I don’t remember it myself (to be more accurate, I was born in my mother’s bed, and that, as far as I was concerned at the time, could have been anywhere). Since then, however, I have been to and come from many places. But where I am really from, I don’t know, any more than you know where you came from!"

            We learn to see beyond such artificial divisions to the basic fact of our humanity. Shall we therefore restrict our compassion to just one group of people? What kind of compassion would that be?

            The Buddhist scriptures record the story of a certain monk who was so ill and incapacitated that he could do nothing for himself and was left lying in his own filth by the other monks, who wouldn’t go near him because of the smell and dirt. When the Buddha heard of this, He called for water to be heated and cloths to be brought, and went to clean up the sick monk with His own hands. Of course, when He did so, many monks rushed to help, but the Buddha insisted on doing the onerous job Himself, as an example to all. He explained that, since none of them had mothers, wives or anyone else to take care of them, they should take care of each other when necessary, living as a community, in brotherly love. This incident led Him to utter His famous words: "He who serves the sick serves the Buddha".

            Before I went to Thailand in 1972, in my naiveté I expected to find such a spirit of brotherhood in the monasteries there, but was soon disillusioned and found little or nothing of it. Instead, I found that Buddhism had become merely a thing of tradition, and no longer something to live by. Fortunately, I had already realized the difference between Buddhism as a religious organization, and the Buddha’s Teachings, and so was able to continue; had I not realized this I would probably have abandoned everything in disgust and gone on my way long ago. Since then, therefore, I have been trying to share this realization with others, as I consider it of great importance. It has stood me in great stead many times, like when I went to the Philippines in 1979, and stayed in the largest temple in Manila. From the moment I went there until I left five years later, some of the monks never even smiled or nodded to me, but looked through me as if I were invisible. True, the language-barrier prevented verbal communication, but even that was not insuperable. I might have understood their attitude if, after I had been there long enough for them to get to know me somewhat and possibly conclude that ‘this fellow is no good’, they had become cold towards me, but to treat a complete stranger like that didn’t say much to me about their understanding of Dharma. And my opinion of them was not improved by their concentration on performing lucrative ceremonies for the dead, whereby they had their pious but gullible followers ‘over a barrel’. Such monks become very rich, financially, by their activities, but one really wonders about their spiritual wealth!

            I must, at the risk of becoming tedious, emphasize the vast difference between the Container and the Contents: Buddhism and the Teachings of the Buddha. If people are satisfied with Buddhism it is alright, of course; but for those who are not, and who want something more than mere name-and-form, it must be said that though Buddhism—the Container—is now old, tired and travel-stained, having come a long way and suffered many vicissitudes, the Contents—by which I mean the Teachings of the Buddha—are still quite intact. However, these, too, should not be looked upon as something magical in themselves, that will produce miraculous effects just by being believed in or recited, but should be understood and realized, for they are only ‘a finger pointing at the moon’, not the moon itself. So, there are three levels, as it were: (1) Buddhism, the organization, which deserves our respect for having preserved the Contents thus far; (2) Buddha-Dharma, or the Teachings of the Buddha; and (3) Dharma itself, that which, upon realizing it, Sakyamuni became the Buddha, and which He thereafter tried to indicate to others. If we insist on clinging to the Container while understanding nothing of the Contents and making no attempt to do so, it is rather a waste, to say the least.

            Compassion is one of the central elements of the Buddha’s Way, but so many Buddhists obviously think of it as just something of the scriptures—a word or concept—and seldom apply it in their lives; we talk so much about it, and this shows that we haven’t got the real thing. Some monks have spots burned on their heads when they undertake ‘Bodhisattva precepts’ (some lay-devotees have spots burned on their arms). Now, a Bodhisattva is someone who dedicates himself to developing and acquiring spiritual qualities which will better enable him to help others, and he does this by—among other things—devoting himself to the selfless service of others, and the term ‘selfless service’ here is most important, as such a person would not look for or expect recognition for doing what he does; he would not make a show, but would do good merely because he sees it as the only thing for him to do; at that stage, he has gone beyond choosing between good and evil, and does good with an undivided mind full of love and compassion. A person becomes a Bodhisattva not by mere talk about compassion and ‘saving all beings’, by having spots burned on his head or by taking ‘Bodhisattva precepts’, but by serving others and showing compassion towards them. Moreover, such a person would never think of himself as a Bodhisattva, and would not even know that he/she is one. It is only upon complete enlightenment and the attainment of Buddhahood when, looking back, that person sees that he has been a Bodhisattva before.

            We must be very careful, therefore, when talking about compassion and Bodhisattvas, lest we injure ourselves spiritually and set ourselves back by casual and thoughtless words.

 

KALI YUGA


            As an explanation for the condition of the world right now, many Buddhists are prone to saying: "Oh well, it’s the Kali Yuga now; what else can you expect?", and with this they comfort themselves and go back to sleep.

            "KALI YUGA’ is a Sanskrit term meaning ‘Dark Age’, and signifies a period when Dharma, in the sense of righteousness, declines and all kinds of corruption flourish. Do we see such a state right now? It is a matter of opinion, of course, because while we cannot deny that corruption, terrorism and injustice are rampant now—maybe more than ever before, by reason of our vastly-increased capacity for more-or-less anything—at the same time, in some ways, the world is much better now than it was, and there are many people who live responsibly and caringly; if there were not such people, we would not have organizations like Amnesty International, Greenpeace, or the environmental movement—though these organizations exist and are necessary only because of the situation. The picture is not totally black, as some people appear to think. And who would return to ‘the good old days’, even supposing they could? They were not as good as we like to think they were; time has dulled the memories of the things from those days that were not good, and we tend to look back through rose-colored spectacles.

            ‘Kali Yuga’ is frequently translated as ‘The Dharma-Ending Age’, so it is necessary to point out the error of this, for the purpose of clarification. We must be careful what we say, lest in repeating things that we do not fully understand, we limit ourselves needlessly. I object to this translation because Dharma, in the sense of Reality—or how things are, which the Buddha perceived and understood beneath the Bodhi-tree, rather than invented or formulated Himself—has no beginning and therefore will not end. What will come to an end and disappear, because it did have a beginning, is Buddha-Dharma, or the Teachings of the Buddha—His attempt to point out what He had found. As time goes by, Buddha-Dharma becomes more and more obscured by interpretation, translation, misunderstanding and superstition. Nor is this surprising, but quite in accordance with what the Buddha said about the universal law of Impermanence: everything changes. So, the corruption and the decline itself, being part of reality, is also Dharma, is it not? This does not mean, however, that we should accept things complacently, and do nothing to try to change things. The Buddha’s Way is one of strenuous effort to overcome the negative things in our lives and to acquire and cultivate the good; it is not a way of saying: "Well, that’s just how things are; I can’t do anything to change it", for it is not true that we can do nothing to change things; in fact, it is just the opposite: that we cannot not change things, because all the time, moment by moment, merely by being alive, we are doing things—consciously or unconsciously—to change things, by adding drop after drop to the ocean of cause-and-effect that is our world. We are involved and responsible, whether we know it or not.

            So, Kali Yuga is something that we are all responsible for, we are all creating it; it comes from our minds and appears in the world around us. And if we create it, we can, with a little thought and care, reverse the process—or at least, put the brakes on it somewhat.

 

NO LOSS, NO GAIN


            During what was supposed to be the final week of a trip in India, in January 1994, misfortune—or what might be considered such—overtook me, in the following way:

            I had just revisited the cave-monasteries of Ajanta in Central India, and was on my way back to Madras in the south. To reach that city, however, meant a journey of 24 hours by train, and I was unwilling to travel without a reservation, as Indian trains are usually unpleasantly crowded. I bought a ticket at Bhusawal junction, but was unable to get a reservation for that evening’s train and had to settle for one the next evening; this meant that I had to stay overnight in Bhusawal. Inquiring about accommodation, however, I was told I might get a place in the first-class air-conditioned retiring-rooms of the station itself, but when I went there, I was informed that there was only one place left, and that I would have to share a room with someone else. Well, since it was for only one night, and the rate not excessive, I agreed to do so. This was my first mistake; I should have sought out a room for myself. But if we knew, in advance, that we were about to make mistakes, we would not make any; it’s always easy to be wise after the event.

            I was taken up to the room, but the other occupant was out at the time. When he returned, we introduced ourselves, and he seemed to be well-educated, decent and friendly, and gave me one of his business-cards, saying that he had traveled overseas on business, and had even stayed in the famous Raffles Hotel in Singapore. He said he had to meet a business-associate the next morning, and would not be leaving until the afternoon. Other than small-talk, however, we did not have a lot to say to each other.

            The next morning, I rose at my usual early time and went into the bathroom, careful to take with me the small bag containing my passport, camera and Indian currency; my travelers’ checks were in a waist-pouch, and my other bags were kept locked beside my bed. Later, when I went out for breakfast, he must have observed that I took my small bag with me, and waited for an opportunity to get his hands on it. This came later, when I went into the bathroom to get some water and carelessly left my bag on my bed. No sooner had the bathroom door closed behind me on its spring-hinges than he jumped up, bolted the door from the outside, and made off with my bag and his own stuff, ripping out the phone before he went. By the time my shouts and bangings had brought someone running to let me out it was too late for pursuit, of course, and I could do nothing but go to the nearby police-station to make a report.

            When I finally completed this rather-lengthy and slow process, I asked where I might change money, as all my Indian currency—enough, I had thought, to last for my few remaining days in India—had gone in my bag; I had not a single rupee left. One plain-clothes policeman offered to drive me to a bank on his scooter, which was very kind of him as it was not part of his duty. The bank, however, would not cash a travelers’ check for me, and told me that I would have to go to the next town for this, but I didn’t want to do so. The policeman then dropped me back at the railway-station, but came running after me and pressed 40 rupees into my hand, knowing that I had no Indian money; then, without waiting for me to get his name and address so that I might send him back the money, he went off.

            I then went over to the reservations-office to report the loss of my ticket, and while there, I met someone who was willing to change some money for me, though at a very low rate. Then I was sent back to the ticket-counter to get a replacement ticket, for which I had to pay a 25% fee. I also went back to the police-station, but the officer who had helped me had already gone home, so I left a sum of money for him with other officers, trusting them to pass it to him.

            All this time, I had not been feeling very happy, of course, but I consoled myself with the thought that whatever can be lost will be lost, sometime or other. I also reminded myself that I was lucky, as it was my eighth trip in India and this was the first time anything like this had happened to me, while I had heard of people going there for the first time and losing everything except the clothes they were wearing! It could have been much worse, I reasoned; I could have lost everything, too, and even been physically wounded or killed, instead of losing just one small bag and its contents.

            My train was five hours late, and I boarded it for the long trip to Madras, hoping to find an Australian Consulate where I might get a new passport. Arriving there, however, I discovered that there was none, and so had to return to Delhi. To save time, I reluctantly paid US$170 for a plane-ticket, and flew out the next day. In Delhi, I underwent the usual hassles of finding a taxi and a hotel-room, but finally triumphed, and the next morning, went to the Australian High Commission where I was told a new passport could not be issued that day, and that I should come back for it the following day. I was greatly relieved to hear this, plus being surprised at the friendliness of the staff there, as I fully expected to have to wait about a week for it.

            The next day, when I went to get my new passport, I met someone from Tasmania who was there for exactly the same reason; his passport had been stolen in Madras airport, just as he was about to leave for Australia! With so much in common, therefore, we decided to travel back to Madras by train together, so we obtained tickets for that evening’s express, at about $10, with sleeper reservations for the 36 hours’ trip south. Eventually, we arrived in Madras, tired and dirty from the journey, and found a hotel before setting about getting new Indian visas in our new passports, without which we would not have been allowed to leave the country.

            Several days later, new visa in new passport, I boarded a flight back to Malaysia, and this was perhaps the happiest part of my trip in India; it was so good to get back to friendly faces in Malaysia!

            This was not the end of the stolen-stuff saga however; there was a sequel to it: Three months later, while I was still in Malaysia, I received a letter from my sister in Adelaide saying that a big envelope—containing my old passport, address-book and some other papers—had arrived for me from the Aussie High Comm in Delhi. It had received these things from the police-station in Bhusawal; how the police-station had got them, I do not know, but I presume the thief had felt some remorse at stealing my stuff and somehow handed them in to the police, because I’m pretty sure that if he had just discarded them at the roadside or somewhere, they would never all have come back to me like that. I was very happy, therefore, because although the old passport had been cancelled, and I had back-up copies of most of the addresses in my address-book anyway, it indicated to me that the thief had learned something from it all; had he not stolen my stuff, perhaps he wouldn’t have learned what I think he did. It made my loss appear quite differently, and I am, after all, in the business of trying to help others understand things like this, am I not? Can I expect any success without any outlay or expenditure? And this is also probably not the end of the matter; there might be further developments yet.

 

TO JUDGE OR NOT TO JUDGE


            Not long before I wrote this, something happened in New South Wales that sent shock-waves through Australia: a six-year-old boy was so badly beaten by the de-facto husband of his mother that he sustained brain-damage and died shortly afterwards. When the mother and her lover realized what they had done, they concocted a story that the child had been set-upon by a gang of teenagers while on the way to the shops with his elder brother; they even coached the elder brother to corroborate this lie. But their deception was soon discovered and they were arrested and charged with murder. Not surprisingly, this crime provoked outrage in their community, and indeed all over the country.

            We hear of old people being bashed and murdered for their meager savings, of old ladies being raped and killed; violent crimes against the very young and the very old—those least able to defend themselves—are increasing, and terror spreading.

            The cry for the execution of people who commit such crimes grows louder day-by-day, and it is hard to imagine how the politicians will continue to ignore it much longer; any polly who makes it a point in his next election-campaign is almost sure to get lots of support.

            With horrific crimes like this not infrequent now, and the judicial and law-enforcement systems obviously unable to cope, more and more people are calling for the reintroduction of the death-penalty. In this article, I would like to look at the controversial issue of capital-punishment.

            It is only within this century that most Western countries have abolished the death-sentence, but it is still very much in force in the majority of other countries for crimes such as murder, drug-smuggling, treason, espionage, kidnapping and—in some countries—adultery, rape and prostitution. In countries where law has been suspended by dictators, people lose their lives for much lesser crimes, or merely on the whim of those in power.

            Capital-punishment has been meted out for as long as people have gathered together in organized groups, when it became clear that certain laws and standards were necessary for the sake of cohesion and social harmony; and as communities became more organized and occasion required it, more laws were enacted and rulers and judges appointed, with others being assigned the task of enforcing the laws, and of bringing to justice those who broke them.

            Serial-killings, shoot-out massacres, armed-robbery, pack-rape, sex-crimes, child-abuse, torture, burglary, township-violence, aerial-bombardment, smart-bombs, nuclear, chemical and biological weapons: the list goes on and on, and paints a very grim picture of the human race. With our amazing science, technology and widespread higher-education, we are not, on the whole, as civilized as we like to think, for a chain is only as strong as its weakest link, and the chain seems to be getting weaker and weaker and in imminent danger of snapping; the forces of law-and-order seem unable to contain or curb the rising tide of crime and violence, and many people fear that we are on the edge of another age of barbarism like that which engulfed Europe for almost a thousand years after the collapse of the Roman Empire in the 5th century, and which we appropriately refer to as The Dark Ages. Moreover, the forces of law-and-order have lost the respect and support of vast numbers of people and become tarnished by the exposé of their faults and excesses. The world’s richest and most-powerful country, the USA, is no longer ‘the land of the free’ but of the fearful, where it is unwise to go alone on the street at night—or even in the daytime in some cities! It is still ‘the home of the brave’, however, because people have to be brave to go on living there! The Western social system quite clearly seems to be disintegrating.

            The death-penalty has been meted out in many ways over the ages, from burning, drowning, strangulation, hanging, poisoning, decapitation, to shooting, gassing, electrocution, lethal-injection, and so on. Man has lavished all his ingenuity on devising and using instruments of torture; the fiendishness of them staggers the imagination! Legalized mass-murder is called War, and the most bloody conflict ever—the Second World War—claimed 50 million lives, and still we have not learned!

            For many centuries until this one, the moral and legal codes of most Western countries were based on the Judaeo-Christian Bible, and the savage "eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth" justice propounded therein. Thus, sentencing of criminals tended to be vengeful and punitive rather than educative and corrective. But even today we have not advanced so far along the path of reform; many prisons remain universities of crime, with drugs readily available, where inmates are brutalized and often become worse than they were before, and come out with a huge grudge against the society that took away their freedom and incarcerated them.

            People who oppose capital-punishment call it barbaric and inhumane, and reduces those who support and advocate it to the level of those they condemn. Moreover, they say that innocent people are sometimes executed on wrongful charges and false evidence, and that fresh evidence exonerating the executed person and exposing the fatal mistake sometimes turns up later, but too late, of course, to bring the innocent person back to life. Also, they maintain that life is sacred, and no-one can create it, so no-one has the right to take it away. But this is something that those who commit premeditated murder should consider before taking the lives of others, is it not?

            If only we were taught in school from childhood and helped to understand that our life-span, at most, is brief, and to be honest and fearless about what we do, so that when and if confronted about our misdemeanors, we would not deny them and lie about them, even going so far as to swear on books regarded as sacred that we didn’t do them. By denying the wrong we have done, we become not only miscreants but also liars and cowards; we are brave enough to do wrong, but not brave enough to admit it. This is cowardly, and certainly nothing to admire or be proud of.

            Are we still morally and spiritually children that we can claim credit for our good actions but deny responsibility for our bad actions or blame them on temptation or mitigating circumstances? No-one is perfect and error-free, and to pretend to be is just another error. We are human, and so have the limitations of our unenlightened state, though it is as humans that we may achieve enlightenment, and should indeed strive to do so. It arises through understanding ourselves just as we are, rather than as we would like to be. It means accepting our faults and failings without trying to gloss over them and being honest about our mistakes. We all tell lies at times, for example, not necessarily to deliberately deceive, but simply because it is often hard not to, and anyone who claims that he never tells lies is probably lying right there and then!

            We could be taught and shown that it is human to make mistakes and sometimes give way to our negative inclinations, but that it is better and more manly to admit them, honestly and fearlessly and to accept the consequences thereof, than to cravenly deny that we did them, and seek to escape the results. "Yes, I did it", we might say, "I regret it now, but I did it, and am ready to accept the consequences". If we could bring ourselves or be brought to this degree of maturity, we would live much more responsibly and be more in control of ourselves. So, once again, we are led back to education: the education-system is to blame for most of our ills, personal as well as social. It aims only to make us academically successful and denies us a moral basis for living; thus, we may be highly qualified in a particular area, but dishonest, ruthless and unscrupulous in our dealings with others, and our education—or rather miseducation—is largely to blame for this, for providing us with knowledge, but not showing us that it is to be used for the benefit of the community we live in, instead of against it and for self-aggrandizement.

            Must we be saints to be honest? Is honesty beyond the average person? In the Buddhist scriptures it is stated that a Sotapanna ("Stream-Enterer")—that is, someone who has reached the first stage of enlightenment or sainthood—though still capable of committing bad or unwholesome actions, cannot and will not knowingly conceal them or pretend that he didn’t do them, but will honestly and fearlessly admit them—not in an exhibitionist manner, of course, but as things to be given up. And if a person of such attainment can still make errors and do things wrong, we may derive some consolation and feel that there is still hope for us.

            But if we cannot live like this completely, it is possible, I am convinced, to create a mental climate educationally, wherein we would be less afraid and more willing to ‘own up’ to our misdeeds; we could be encouraged to be honest and not to be dishonest, instead of the other way around; by being realistic about ourselves as humans, we would not impose impossible standards on ourselves and others, and this, far from increasing licentiousness, would, with proper guidance, inspire and give rise to a greater sense of responsibility and maturity. A lesson in this might be learned from the attitude shown in the Netherlands towards the use of ‘soft’ drugs like hashish and marijuana: while not actually legal, the authorities and general public turn a blind eye to it, and such drugs are openly sold and smoked in many coffee-houses. This takes it off the black-market and removes the morbid fascination of the ‘forbidden-fruit’ aspect of it, with the result that the Netherlands now has the smallest proportion of people who use hash and marijuana, and the lowest crime-rate attached thereto, of any country in the Western world. Compare this with Australia, where drug-use is on the increase, and possession of hash and ‘mary-jane’ is a punishable crime, and hidden plantations of ‘grass’ valued at millions are frequently discovered and destroyed. But how does such stuff—a weed—come to be so preposterously valued?? To me, it is neither expensive nor cheap, but simply worthless, as it is something I don’t need or want. The value is totally artificially!

            Years ago, when I worked in the Manila City Jail, I was appalled to see young children living there with their parents. I remember in particular one little boy of about four (he would now be about 22, if he is still alive), because some of the inmates had trained him to draw his forefinger across his throat—to signify throat-cutting—whenever someone asked him the question: "What are you in for?" What an education!

            From my work in that jail, I learned a number of lessons, among them being not to think of people as bad just because they had done bad things. When I first went there, I used to recoil inwardly when, upon asking people what they were in for, they said "Murder". But upon reflection, I came to see that it is not difficult to kill someone—we are all capable of it; all we have to do is to become angry, ‘lose our minds’ for a moment, pick up something lying nearby, like a knife, bottle or axe, and hit someone with it, and that person could easily die. It would then be too late to say: "Oh, I’m sorry! Don’t die! I didn’t mean it! Please don’t die!"

            I have strayed a bit, I know, from my discussion of capital punishment (maybe some people will say I’ve been beating around the bush), but I must please myself with my writing, too, otherwise I could never sit down to write, and my meanderings herein have been both interesting (to me) and enabled me to touch on various other points and weave them into a pattern. But let us get back to the main topic, and look at the arguments for the reintroduction of the death-penalty for certain serious and cold-blooded crimes.

            Supporters of capital-punishment maintain that the law favors the criminals over their victims, who pay twice: once by suffering at the hands of the criminals, and again through their taxes being used to pay for the incarceration of the perpetrators of the crimes. They hold that the punishment should be made to fit the crime, and that if the punishment for certain illegal activities is the death-sentence, and if people insist on committing crimes in full awareness of what they are doing and the risks involved (drug-smuggling, for example, which is done for the sake of potentially-huge profits but which ruins the lives of people who become addicted), they cannot reasonably complain if they are caught and punished. They know the law; they know the risks. They would rejoice if they succeeded in their venture; they shouldn’t protest if they fail and are caught, but should accept it stoically and honestly, for it is of their own making, and no-one else’s. And whoever believed the naïve tale told by the two young British girls who were caught attempting to smuggle heroin out of Thailand a few years ago? They claimed that they had met someone in a Bangkok nightclub—a complete stranger!—who had asked them to carry something out of Thailand for him. Now, everyone who visits countries like Thailand, Malaysia and Singapore—and most other countries nowadays—is warned not to carry anything for anyone that they are not absolutely sure of, and upon leaving the country, at the airport, people are questioned about this, and whether or not they have packed their own bags. A large quantity of heroin—more than 20 kgs, if my memory serves me correctly—was found in the girls’ baggage at the airport, concealed in containers of talcum-powder, of all things. They were found guilty of smuggling, and given sentences of 24 and 18 years in the notorious ‘Bangkok Hilton’ jail, and were lucky, some think, not to be given the death-sentence. But, because of behind-the-scenes intergovernmental negotiations, they were recently freed on an amnesty of the King of Thailand, and the press-people turned out in swarms to meet them upon their return to London. From being treated as criminals, they had become celebrities, and there was talk of half-a-million pounds sterling or more for their story! Who says that crime doesn’t pay?

            Freedom is a wonderful thing that we can have too much of and which many people are obviously not ready for. Without laws to live by, and without enforcement of those laws, society would quickly sink into a state of anarchy and chaos. We are already in a mess and getting worse, and do not have the luxury of time needed to educate people and get them to understand the value of life. If the death-penalty is reintroduced, and if it is proved beyond reasonable doubt that people are guilty of crimes carrying the death-sentence—and in many cases it is clear—the sentence should be carried out forthwith, rather than prolonging the suffering of the condemned person by keeping him on death-row for years. If the authorities waver and lose their nerve and show unwillingness to carry through the laws they have enacted, they had better not make them in the first place, or they will not be taken seriously.

            And what about compassion?, some people will ask. Compassion is something that the perpetrators of crime should think about before victimizing others, and not after they have been caught and found guilty.

            Jesus is reported to have said: "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone", meaning that no-one is innocent and in a position to blame others. Thinking to have this applied to himself during his trial, a man in America, upon being convicted for terrorizing his former employer, told the judge that at 54 he was too old to be sent to jail, and asked for a public stoning instead. His one condition was that only those without sin should be allowed to throw the stones. The judge sentenced him to 5 years in jail. (Culled from THE WORLD ALMANAC AND BOOK OF FACTS).

            To take a rather philosophical view of it all: We are all under sentence of death, for life is a terminal disease, and as Bob Dylan sang: "He not busy being born is busy dying". To ponder on this might help us understand the importance of living responsibly. I said above that we are all capable of killing, and of many other things, but most of us restrain ourselves, and it is herein that our morality lies: by not doing things that we may sometimes feel inclined to do, or by doing other things that we might not like to do. It is important to know why we restrain ourselves so. Is it because we fear retribution or being found out? Is it because we hope for some reward for not doing what we might otherwise do? Is it because we want recognition and praise from others? Or is it because we look on others as ourselves and identify with them, so that we would try not to inflict upon them what we ourselves do not like? Since most of us have not reached the stage of motiveless morality yet, it is useful to examine our motives for our doings and not-doings.

            And as for judging others, how can we not do that? We all have standards for many things, and measure people and things by these standards. To say that someone or something is ‘good’, ‘bad’, ‘beautiful’, ‘ugly’, ‘nice’, ‘nasty’, ‘greedy’, ‘fat’, ‘thin’, ‘big’, ‘small’, ‘short’, ‘tall’, ‘wise’, ‘ignorant’, ‘intelligent’, ‘stupid’, etc., is to pass a judgment or express an opinion. Comparisons like ‘cheap’, ‘expensive’, ‘shoddy’, ‘good value’, ‘economical’, etc.—which we make when we go shopping—are also judgments, as are opinions of the weather: "Nice day, isn’t it?", "Terrible weather today", etc. And when we say that someone is polite or ill-mannered what is it but a judgment? Concepts of good and bad, justice, honesty, fair-play, brutality, callousness, indifference, generosity, stinginess, and so on, are all judgments, are they not? However can we live without judging and assessing? While cooking we must judge; while driving we must judge; while working we must judge and discriminate. Judgment forms a vital part of our lives, and we would not be able to function without it. So, are not people talking nonsense when they say we shouldn’t judge? Perhaps they are unclear about the difference between judging and prejudice, which is unwise judgment, or judgment based upon insufficient evidence or without being in full possession of the facts. Judgment based upon the egoistic feeling of superiority, of feeling better than others, is also wrong.

 

            Footnote: Some years ago, I wrote the following letter to a newspaper in Malaysia; it was published, and received some favorable comments:

            "In medieval Europe, criminals who were caught were placed in the stocks in the marketplace in full view of the public. A sign stating their offence would be displayed so that people would know what they had done and treat them accordingly, with abuse, scorn, ridicule—and often with over-ripe fruit and rotten eggs.

            "Such treatment surely had a great psychological effect on the offenders—and on the bystanders—for who enjoys being publicly humiliated and embarrassed? Many offenders, one feels, would prefer a thrashing with a cane than to be put on display in public.

            "Stocks can be easily and cheaply erected, with a roof to protect the offender from the sun and rain. An officer of the law could be stationed nearby to prevent undue violence on the part of the public to the offender, who would be made to stand or sit there and review the folly of his misdeeds and perhaps resolve not to repeat his mistakes.

            "Is this kind of psychological deterrent against crime not worth a try? It might have a great effect on some would-be law-breakers (and we are all potential law-breakers in the sense that we have the capacity, and sometimes the inclination, to break the law). With crime on the increase, all preventative measures should be considered".

 

COMPETITION


            A young woman had come to inquire about meditation, thinking it might help her overcome the nervousness she felt when she participated in karate tournaments. Not surprisingly, a little inquiry revealed that her motive for entering the tournaments was to win, and while in other areas of her life she was confident and relaxed, she felt nervous and tense only when she was about to participate in a tournament. A little research on her part, a little objective analysis, would probably have shown that hope of winning is invariably accompanied by fear of losing, as hope and fear are obverse and reverse sides of the same coin. Is it possible to hope for something without fear of